Monday, December 29, 2014

Making the bed (especially our California king beast) takes a lot out of me now thanks to my new buddy #cidp. Celebrating this #smallvictory by showing off our beautiful new setup! Feeling very #homegoodshappy with our Mr. & Mrs. Pillow! It used to live in my office, but I love the way it...
Read More

Saturday, December 27, 2014

Words cannot adequately express how very humbled and grateful we are for the generosity of our friends today. You are truly the hands and feet of Christ and Thomas, Eli, and I are blessed to know you. Thank you from the bottom of our hearts for all of your amazing hard work; our house is finally...
Read More

Friday, December 26, 2014

Wednesday, December 24, 2014

Today was our first day on our own since Mommy came back from the hospital. We’ve been having a great day! I missed doing all these little things with you. My favorite part of being home with you now is watching all that you’re learning; you are so smart, sweet boy!! It’s Christmas Eve and I can’t...
Read More

Tuesday, December 23, 2014

We moved in the middle of my hospitalization (don’t ever do that if you can help it), so our house is still in boxes, but I knew if I made it home for Christmas that we would be putting up our tree. We were only able to take it out and “fluff” it before we were too tired to continue, but I’m thrilled...
Read More

Monday, December 22, 2014

Being hospitalized for over a month results in great joy from small events. One of my biggest goals while in the rehabilitation hospital was regaining enough strength to hold my son. I can’t hold him for very long, but it feels so good to have him in my arms again…my heart is full! #mrbigcheeks...
Read More

I’m about to blow up your news feed with events since I’ve been home…sorry about that. 😊I have always wanted to try one of these things, and now I finally have a reason! Choosing joy with my zippy cart at the grocery store. #CIDP #chronicillness #choosejoy #theeverydayproject #latergram #mrb...
Read More

Sunday, December 21, 2014

First full day and my biggest lesson is pacing myself. I am still having a pretty difficult time accepting that I can’t do anything the way I used to. My mind is so willing, but my body is so weak. I know it will get better, and I will wait with joyful hope. Time for a good nights rest and a...
Read More

Saturday, December 20, 2014

Friday, December 19, 2014

"I’m coming home, coming home, tell the world I’m coming home…""I’ll be hooome for Christmas!!!" 🎶🎄❄️💕Tomorrow’s the day!!! I’m leaving with a walker and a lot more work to do, but I get to do it surrounded with the people that mean the most to me. It’s been real, rehab....
Read More

New Expectations

Suddenly having your health taken from you really makes you think (often by force…hospitals don’t leave you with much else).  Last week officially marked one month from when this hospital stay journey began, which made me sit and reflect yet again on my new normal.I’ve learned quite a bit about CIDP since I suspected that was what was wrong (about 2 weeks before my actual diagnosis), and continue...
Read More

Thursday, December 18, 2014

Monday, December 15, 2014

Nighttime is always the most lonely here in the hospital, but after a trip downstairs to the Christmas tree, and some time alone to sing to my God, I am feeling the joy of the spirit again. Today, I am joyful and triumphant. #bestofover #advent #warrior #CIDP #choose...
Read More

Sunday, December 14, 2014

Saturday, December 13, 2014

Visits are my favorite! My heart jumps every time you come through that hospital door, little boy. You and your daddy are my entire world. #mywholeheart #mrbigcheeks #theeverydayproject #happymama #CIDP #chronicillness #warr...
Read More

Friday, December 12, 2014

Thursday, December 11, 2014

Wednesday, December 10, 2014

Saturday, December 6, 2014

Today was a tough day. The hospital is a very lonely place, and CIDP is a pretty frightening diagnosis. But in the midst of all the crazy, I get to spend a little time with the men that hold my heart and keep me going. If you see them, give them a hug for me…they are warriors, too!! #CIDP #chronicillness...
Read More

Friday, December 5, 2014

Today was my first day at the Rehabilitation Hospital, and I am completely exhausted. Even having a conversation is exhausting. But this beautiful tree reminds me of the amazing love of Jesus and the life he gave for us. I love the joyful anticipation that comes with the season of Advent. I may...
Read More

Thursday, December 4, 2014

Check it out…I’m wearing normal clothes!! I feel human again!! I also made my awesome nurses a thank you card with crayons…coloring makes me happy. Goodbye hospital, hello in-patient rehab! #CIDP #fighter #chronicillness #theeverydayproject #youcantsto...
Read More

Wednesday, December 3, 2014

"Let us run with perseverance the race that is set before us." - Hebrews 12:1So today was the last day of my first round of IVIG treatments.  Overall, treatment so far has been a huge success, though I did not initially see any improvements.  In the last two days I have regained the...
Read More

Words cannot express how thankful I am to have such an amazing family. With my new (super awesome, remote controlled LED candles) advent wreath, I am now able to fully participate in the joyful anticipation of this blessed season of Advent while in the hospital. My heart is happy and full! #theeverydayproject...
Read More

Tuesday, December 2, 2014

Today marks two weeks of being at this hospital, and 2 1/2 weeks of generally being hospitalized. Today, I am thankful for all the amazing nurses and techs who make it possible for me to shower and feel like a human. There is a special place in heaven for these people…they are amazing. #theeverydayproject...
Read More

The bible reminds us time and time again to hope.  Hope continually, hope in His word, never lose hope.  Hope can be so difficult to hold on to when life takes a crazy turn, but I know that God will use my new life with CIDP for His glory.  So I will wait with joyful hope for the...
Read More